I am so happy I'm pregnant, I really feel so blessed that I'm able to do such an amazing thing, and I do feel for those who struggle with conceiving, (I'm not trying to make anyone feel bad or think I don't appreciate being able to get pregnant.)
I am not complaining about being pregnant, I know I'm lucky and blessed that I can do such a thing.
I just feel a little bummed at the moment is all.
I hardly feel my baby. I can feel a little movement a couple times a day, but for the most part I don't feel much.
Knowing so many pregnant women right now I can't help but compare how my pregnancy is going to theirs. (I know, comparing is never a good thing, but I just can't help it!!) I feel like they've all been feeling their babies since 18 weeks and they wake up to their babies going crazy and can't sleep and can't sit comfortably because of them, etc. I just started feeling mine a little while ago, but it's only little pops, and has never been uncomfortable, (besides occasionally sitting in my ribs,) been so hard they hurt, or kept me up at night.
Baby is just too mellow and sitting too far back. I want her to be hyper, I want to feel the little stinker more! And everything I try to get her to move doesn't work.
Not caffeine or sugar.
Not loud music.
Not flashlights.
Not pressing on and poking my belly.
Not cold water.
I guess I just have to wait until she's born to really start enjoying all her little movements. . . .
Just think, in 6 months you are going to be getting so much done while baby is sitting peacefully and happily while all those other ladies are constantly having to chase them around or hold them to prevent disasters! :)
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